a conversation

i really have to know.
you know the things we talked about.
i opened my soul to you.
you said you understood and could see me.
you told me you were in love with me.
i called you my king. that was very deep for me.
then you left me.
didn't want to converse with me.
you'd just text me.
my heart suffered because i didn't understand why.
but i complied.
then i see online another is calling you her king.
does this mean you left or are leaving me.
just tell me.
if i had a superpower i would come to your dimension.
i would face you demand answers.
you have me up late at night wondering about you.
scared to call you, or text your, but when i do you
snap at me. treat me like I'm your enemy. just last week
you couldn't get enough of me. just last week you were all
in love with me. what did i do. did i say something wrong?
did you read a text wrong? my other person the Bad Mutha fucka
that lives in my head. is shaking her her head like i told you so
i told you men lie. they suck your energy and leave you hanging. we
shouldn't have let him get so close. you shouldn't have talked about
any secrets. it disgust me the way you two were on the phone now your
sitting here over thinking and being a pitiful bitch. all because your
not first on his mind when he wants to talk or he won't forgive you. get
over it and move on. i like to date. i like to fuck. i like to rule over
the people that find there way to my path, it feeds me you have no idea.
and if your weak enough to let someone do this to you a life time away then
i need to be in the drivers seat again. and you need to sit your emotionally
needy ass down. they wouldn't have gotten that far with me.

you call me needy but your with me. you can't live without me.

point taken. let me take over for a while. you will see we will be fine
in the end. i won't let a male with his issues and insecurities destroy our bond.
i love you to much from my soul to let that happen to us. i will decimate any
person or thing that is not supportive of our life on this path. be patient with me
toya i can handle this. no more love out side of us. unless it comes from us.
and to the others i can tell if your not true you are next. the tree will be shaken
the dead limbs and leaves will fall and we will began a new when spring comes. i love you
i am in love with you. with our relationship. no one will come between us again. if hey can't
love the both of us then they will have neither of us. trust me this way is best.