Didn't even make it a full year. Its over..... one click of the send button and my entire world is over. Another dent in my armor another life taken from me. ( wait! how many of those do I get again). I can't help but think my soul mate is truly gone and the rest are posers. impostors that have a good mouth piece. They know what to say. They know what i like or someone told him what to say. Still to this dayI have no idea what I did wrong to cause him to leave. I hate long distance relationships. Well I always have my work I can focus on. Just thinking thats what he wanted me to do in the first place. Not so much on him and what ever he was doing. I had so many suspicions but i never spoke on them just thinking if you just over look the dumb shit it would get better. lol I took a trip many states away and he didn't even pick up the damn phone and i stayed right then i should have just bounced lol but when your in love you tend to over look the things that should be red flags. but thats what i get for letting people in. getting to close and then getting shut down. i can't be to mad i never got to kiss him, touch him, smell him make love to him, see him in the morning. listen to him sleep. have a mind shattering orgasm with him. nothing just words......... Didn't even make it year. and now its over.
my thoughts going threw this human experience. some you may or may not understand or agree with. however we can only live threw our eyes. i wanted to share my journey with you.
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