Never had

A best friend. In a male that Saw me and i could talk to about anything. my fears, my ambition, my likes , my dislikes. i can go on a and on about the things that we talk about. and although he can't keep up with me in other areas its fine because im on cruise control and i know if i breath he will catch up. lol its funny we are like two kids all we do is laugh and plan and hang together. its like we are on a private island. Just us two. lol anyway i just wanted to share.-KB

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on issues that pop up in your life. a hand full of us can say OK. well this happened but its not about me. its not about anything personal it about this. some of us are so over talkative and short sided they make decisions based on them self. I dont' like when people are 100% of the time like that. We all have our issues but know that some that you meet in your life are bigger then you. Just because you have a year or two on your in age doesn't mean that you are the know all to end all. Growing up Knowing who i am and what i am capable of . has always been a gift. that i appreciate. I know not all of us are going to make it i just want to make it out in one piece.

This Weight thing

has really got me shaken. Im starting to think that i can't do something like getting it off. Im tired and i just want to get it off. effecting my mind like cancer. my friend is supportive but its not something i want to hear at the moment . i just need a good plan of attack. at this point not even my other personality is enough. i saw a random photo of me and i promise you i couldn't tell boob from waist. it has me so sad i want to cry when i look at it. im going to have to meditate to get it out of head. its all i can think about.

i will write again when i feel beter about all of me.
kb

looking forward

I am so looking forward to owning my business venture.i know its all baby steps and shit but im excited none the less. I have a great support system and everyday i look forward to getting in to the driver seat so i can see more of this great planet. Im really in a great space right at this moment and i wanted to share.
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