matters of the heart.

Vampires. they have a bad wrap sometimes. it's not there fault if people are drawn to them or if they get hurt in more ways then physical is they are involved with them. they see a lot and deal with things on day to day basis. i bring up vampires because emotionally i feel that way. i feel like i have seen so much and nothing is really new to make me want to step outside the box anymore. take for instance you meet someone and they find you attractive, interesting, charming, loving, caring, sensual, sexual,and then they fall in love with you, not over a long period of time but everyone is different. then all of a sudden they loose interest. you grow indifferent, bitter,cold, then uninterested. they come back its not the same and now your suspicious of any and everything. and then you meet someone new. same / similar cycle begins again. the spark you see in a person usually that's about it. even people that are on your same frequency maybe they are just for that one season or for your ego boost at the time. i don't know i just needed to vent