Prof. James Smalls: Black Economics & understanding What Is Black Culture

SO MUCH TIME.

So much time has passed. So much has happend. I'm still smiling, everything is going as well as can be expected. The purchase of a new home seems to be a bit of a task. I have so much to be greatful for and i am. I have so much to look forward to working throught the little things and in the end coming home to just the house. I can imagine the garden and the pond and all the wonderful figureines and it's oh so much. I need and want peace of mind in my life. ihave so much planning but it dosen't feel like work. it makes me happy to just be in the moment.

I am happy.
LQH-KB

my Dress

I HAVE FOUND MY DRESS. i video recorded it and im just over whelmed lol i even cry a bit just looking at the film. im going to show him when its all said and done. ohh my mom loved it and my future mother in-law raved and my daughter who filmed it thanks pink. Its all gravy. oh i can wait. plan plan plan.

BLISS

wow. i know its been a min and i have been doing the whole down in the dumps things and mad focus on min projects in my life. but here is the good news IM GETTING MARRIED lol we have been dating and semi living together now it will be a year in april. we have had some issues but its been the best thing for me. its with someone who i thought was lost to me. but i gave instruction on what i need and wanted and he came through  on them all the way across the board. im happy. i smile everyday i can call him and he is there and im not second on any level. he is like my best friend on topic and we support one another,. all i have to say is wow. 08/16/14

Never had

A best friend. In a male that Saw me and i could talk to about anything. my fears, my ambition, my likes , my dislikes. i can go on a and on about the things that we talk about. and although he can't keep up with me in other areas its fine because im on cruise control and i know if i breath he will catch up. lol its funny we are like two kids all we do is laugh and plan and hang together. its like we are on a private island. Just us two. lol anyway i just wanted to share.-KB

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on issues that pop up in your life. a hand full of us can say OK. well this happened but its not about me. its not about anything personal it about this. some of us are so over talkative and short sided they make decisions based on them self. I dont' like when people are 100% of the time like that. We all have our issues but know that some that you meet in your life are bigger then you. Just because you have a year or two on your in age doesn't mean that you are the know all to end all. Growing up Knowing who i am and what i am capable of . has always been a gift. that i appreciate. I know not all of us are going to make it i just want to make it out in one piece.

This Weight thing

has really got me shaken. Im starting to think that i can't do something like getting it off. Im tired and i just want to get it off. effecting my mind like cancer. my friend is supportive but its not something i want to hear at the moment . i just need a good plan of attack. at this point not even my other personality is enough. i saw a random photo of me and i promise you i couldn't tell boob from waist. it has me so sad i want to cry when i look at it. im going to have to meditate to get it out of head. its all i can think about.

i will write again when i feel beter about all of me.
kb